TRUST IS THE KEY

if the trust is our weapon to face this life better, do it.

I have been already shy to myself. shy to claim that i am liar but it is true. i cannot count how many i was lie to myself, my friend, or even to my parents. from that condition, i am really shit-man.  i cannot ignore it. 

honestly, i am afraid of to that word, "trust", because indirectly it connect to the social communication that become standard in the community life. if more lies to the other people, more hate to him. i am so really scare to that. in the child period, we know that saying honest and keeping trust are the good behavior. or in other word, trust is the amanah must be kept by all of community in the world. once ignore the amanah, we will receive the effect.

now, i am feeling so upset to myself. because i could not fulfill my promises or lie to my friend. not just once, there much promises are not able to fulfill by myself. so i call myself, i am a shit-man. i don't know until when this habit can go out from me. but now, i am going to seek the way to solve my problem, to break out from all of these. i no want to make disappoint the one.

from that case, i call it as "trust is the key". key to the better life without making other disappoint.